New years for me has always been special, it's a new beginning. 2014 has been a good year, the year I moved to London. I've met new friends and taken up contact with family I haven't seen for a while. Every minute has been a blessing, and I'm so grateful for everything.

 

But as always, a year doesn't only bring laughter and happiness, we also go through some tough times. I'm always going to be the kind of girl who falls in love to easily, and breaks her heart to people who don't care. Because I feel everything so very deeply, and that can be both a blessing and a curse. I hate being the one who cares to much, I hate being the one who falls in love with the wrong people. But one thing I have realized the past few months is.. that you can't change who you are. But I am going to focus a bit more on my self this year.

 

I need to leave some people behind, people who are in your life for the wrong reasons. The people who don't even try to be your friend, and in the end of the day, you find yourself holding on to someone who just keeps letting you go.

 

So no, I can't change who I am, but I do need to delete some people from my life, and I need to focus on what's best for me, and not for others. So thank 2014, for everything! 

 

Christmas in once again over, and next week I'm back in London. I actually miss London a lot. It's always lovely to spend some time with friends and family, but this town... I just don't feel like home here anymore. Going out last night made me realize that I don'thave fun here anymore, not like before. Oh well, but like I said. I do love seing al my wonderful friends again, just wish I could have them with me to London next week. Well I'm off, already late. Have a lovely weekend my friends.

 

Love, Julia.

 

 

 

 

 

Hi everyone, so I've been really busy lately. Been working on my personal statement, and just spending time with my friends here in London before everyone goes home for Christmas. We went out Friday night at a night club called Projekt. The club wasn't really great, but we did get free vodka drinks all night. But tbh, that was probably not a good idea haha. But we can all laugh at it now. Don't really like the clubs in town, more of a Shoreditch and Camden girl to be honest.

 

Yesterday we had a Swedish Christmas party, and it was soo nice. Laughed so much and had such a lovely time, and today we ate a fancy dinner at The Shard, and OMG it was amazing. Could seriously see all of London. So beautiful! I'll upload some photos in the week. But i'm off to bed, so tired, slept like 4 hours this weekend. Hope you all had a wonderful weekend! xx

 

So you all know I've been in wales just recently. Obviously I went to Wales too see my cousin, but I also wanted to see if Wales was somewhere I would like to study. To be honest, I fell in love with Cardiff and Wales. Such a beautiful country and Cardiff is just amazing. So I looked at Cardiff University, but unfortunately they didn't have anything for me. But I did find a course at the same uni my cousin goes to, and that course is in Cardiff, which is kind of perfect!? But I'm not 100% sure yet. So I'll just have to see. There is obsiously other places in wales then just Cardiff, but like I said i'm still doing loads of research. Also working on my personal statement, that's probably all I'm going to do this week.

 

Anyway, hope you all had a good weekend. I'm going to take a break from the hole uni research and try to catch up with the latest vampire diaries, goodnight everyone. xx

 

Yesterday was good, so nice to see everyone again. Working tonight, but the kids are in bed and I'm just chilling in front of the computer. TRYING to watch The vampire diaries, but it's so slow, so do you guys have any tips on where you can watch tv series online? The webside I used before is now blocked for some reason, so if you know a better one that would be great, thanks!

 

Hope you are enjoying your weekend xx

 

Oh well. So Siri came over tonight and we drank ovaltine and ate toast with marmite (best dinner ever), and then we just talked and laughed. Like we always do. Now I'm just looking forward to weekend, going out Friday with some friends I haven't seen in while. Also we are going to Koko, my favorite place.

 Old picture from a night out in peckham

 

 

 

Some of my favorite lyrics from Tori Kellys song, All in my head. Really want to see her now when she is on tour with Sam Smith. Well, I'm off to bed. Feels good to be back on track with my blog, and like I said before I'm always here if you have any questions about the Aupair/London life. 

You know when you have so much to think about, like with work or just in general, and you just forget to take care of yourself. Yeah well that's kind of me lately. Haven't been sleeping much, and barely eating.  But I'm only human and I can only take so much. But i'm SO GLAD this month is over, so I can close that chapter and start a new one. Also i'm so looking forward to new years, a new beginning. That's the reason why I haven't really posted anything on my blog lately, and I know it's not just this month. BUT I do really want to continue with my blog, I love it. And like I always say, I'm always here if you need tips about the aupair life, living in London and so on. Just give me a shout if you need help.

 

Work lately has been a lot. Mostly because the my host family had some friends over from LA, so they were out a lot and I took care of 4 kids instead of 3. But it was ok, I got the friday of instead to go to Josh. 

 

Anyway, hope you all had a good weekend, don't worry it's soon friday again haha xx

So my trip to Treforest didn't really turn out how I expected it to be, but I had a good time anyway with good friends, and like I said, it's always nice to get away from London a little while. But now it's just so good to be back here, not at work really, but in London.

 

So I fell in love with this little town called Winchester.